:: what i am physically ::

what is it that made me so difficult to move on?

like, i’m the same girl people met 5 years ago. none changed.. oh well, except for the upscale downscale weight thing. i’ve tried to be someone new, like peole said ; 

turning the new leaf

turning another page

move the buffalo from the paddy field

change the tyre

change another channel

and.. etc. etc. etc.

did it for a few days and come back to the old one. phhff..

so i tried other stuffs :

pilates >>>  hate it, didn’t work at all.

new hair cut >>> menyesal potong.

futsal >>> got bruises here and there.

new clothes >>> well, love shopping. but waste money.

i talk to ants >>> black ants to be exact. no, i don’t spray them. if i saw them got tangled in a spider’s web i will free them all while saying ” next time watch where you’re going you little dots..”

listening to jazz >>> absolutely fell asleep.

archery >>> yeah. i quit that too.

bowling >>> i can see myself tumbling the pins and not the ball itself.

rock climbing >>> are you nuts? me and hills just no. no. no. we do not go together in peace. you will see me in a hospital with an oxygen tank. i’m afraid of high. i mean… REEEALLY afraid of high.

i need something else. ohh..i need my mum.

real bad. TT_TT

i want to go home. she’s on her holidays for a week. i need to see her before she left home again. huhuhu.                          

                                                         

                                                        .me and my mum - err.. 23 years ago.

p.s : i hate fire ants. or those semut mayat that have an extreme ugly odour.

p.s.s : happy teacher’s day to my sister. err.. kalau dapat hadiah banyak macam tahun lepas, sila la pass kat saya sikit. hihihihi~

 

:: i love to doodle ::

last two days i felt really bored and damn tired of doing my jigs puzzle. a friend then sms me, and ask me to online my YM. so, we went doddle-ing crazily that night. we played the tic tac game while chatting. and he cheated. jahat.

                                            

me on red : damn. you remember those move. tak aci.

he’s on green : haha. tak mau merajuk la.

while chatting on some stories, he drew this :

                                             

me : that’s cruel.

him : ala.. kena panah petir je. hahahaha..

me : jahat gila.

so, last night, while online. i changed my YM status from available to : ” stop buying me books, i need flowers” - then, a friend buzzed me in and said, ” you want flowers? i give you one” . and we started to doodle. ( this is a different friend from the one above )

                                               

me : lebah ada tanduk. kool gila.

him : ada tanduk macam i.

me : you ada tanduk? wow!

later i told him, i want a bouquet. so he said, ” how about a garden of flowers? (gulp) “. then, i said, ” okay. that would be nice ”.

so, he drew this :

                                         

                                                                .a black dot and a garden of flowers.

him : tolong warna kan hijau.

me : haha. penat eh?

( i helped him to fill in the green colour and the colourful dots)

me : banyak nye warna.. !!

him : yeay! dah siap.

him : ada satu bunga kaler hitam. (actually he gave me the flower’s name but err.. nevermind.)

me : okay. okay. hahaha.

then we played tic tag game and as usual i lost. ( why they seem to remember the right move haaa?? ). after a while, he drew something else randomly - a parachute guy, doraemon craving for McD’s burger, a table with a pair of spectacles and pencil and a bomb on it that exploded later. ( it was a funny picture actually).

and lastly i drew this before i went back to finish my jigs puzzle.

                                        

please note that, i’m not good in using a mouse to draw. (macam haram!!). later he added some sad emotion on the face, and an aeroplane.

it was a tiring night actually. i felt dizzy doing the jigs. i really need some help on the puzzles and yet my housemate won’t lend any hands. huhuhu. fine! i’ll do it by myself then. huh~

by the way, we played another doodle game during our working hours - ohh. actually i’m too bored doing my report. i can’t think of any appropriate sentence to complete it. huhuhu.

                   

on second pic (right) - he made a good script out of it. i asked him to do a movie and he refused. hahaha.

p.s : you can read another doodle entry written by Aisyah. she wrote a lovely and sweet doodle entry once. sungguh comel.

p.s.s : note to buzzybug : tengok the first doodle pic. i’m about to give a comment on your blog. hahaha

p.s.s.s : thanks to this two friends for giving me the permission to publish their doodle’s drawings. thank you. thank you. thank you.

note : sorry for the late update. hoyeah~

 

:: tag (again) ::

oh no! i’ve been tagged (again). okay. i’ll make it quick.

LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR :

• Nas Muammar Zar.
• the WHOLE Thomas Harris’ Hannibal Lecter collection.
• Stephen King - Everything’s Eventual.
• jigsaw puzzles ‘One Piece’. hoyeah~
• massage chair.

LIST OUT THE REASONS FOR YOUR CHOICES :

• he’s cute. and my type of guy. cuma muka dia tak comot je. hahaha.
• i-want-that-full-collection. fullstop.
• it’s a short stories collection. i might be able to be scared in many ways other than one. like if there’re 10 stories in a compilation, i may be scared 10 ways. so, i need this book.
• lagi mahal dari totoro. gua tak mampu la. i need support. hahaha.
• semasa bermain futsal pada ahad yang lepas, saya telah dirembat dengan bola di bahagian peha kiri, perut dan pipi kanan yang telah menyebabkan gusi saya bengkak (sedikit) dan peha saya lebam. juga yang penting sekali, badan saya sakit-sakit. sila bagi kerusi massage. saya mahu!

THE PERSON WHO TAGGED YOU IS :    aishah

5 IMPRESSIONS OF HIM/HER :

• nice.
• friendly.
• lovely.
• young. (cause i’m older. hahaha)
• lazy. whaaaat?? i did not say that. she did. hihihihi~

MOST MEMORABLE THING HE/SHE HAS DONE FOR YOU :

for this time being.. errmm.. ermm.. *think harder*. err.. does giving an advise count? yeah. she did. on my previous entry. go and read her comment.

MOST LOVED INVENTION :

song lyric - i asked my ex boyfriend to do a song out of it using his guitar. and he did. i really love it. but i hardly forget the title laa.. it was 5 years ago. i can’t remember. yeah, i’m old. what.ever.

WHAT DO YOU DESPISE THE MOST

• i hate losing, but i hate to compete - i don’t like a fight but people seems to like to argue with me, although knowing i would never opted for losing! i can lose. i can admit defeat. i will, but i’m not going to be happy with myself. huhuhu. hard to change that.
• thinking that ‘aku selalu menyusahkan orang, walaupun diaorang kata takpe, tapi aku tahu dalam hati diaorang they feel yang aku ini menyusahkan’. and that is because it is ingrained in me that naturally people hate and i have to make them love me or err.. or maybe i think too much. yeah, i guess i think too much laa..

PEOPLE YOU WANT TO TAG : ( okay. okay. i’ll do the tag, as being told by eddie. hoyeah! )

• hamka-kun
• tuan tanah (saya mahu stephen king’s ‘insomnia’)
• litium 
• aisyah
• saffa

 ( sorry guys. enjoy the tag! )

 p.s : eddie, tempat pertama sampai ke lima kena tag. hamka je dah kena 3. hahaha. i double tag you laa, can huh?