:: tag 5 ::

tapp..tapp.. yup. those are my fingers, yearning to fill in the tag although deep inside my cell, there is nothing whatsoever i can think of. *sigh*

oh well, i’ve been tagged by Litium. so, nak tanak kena buat - sebab Litium cakap ” ala, i tau u suka kena tag. hihihi ” ( gila comel la Litium gelak - girls, go stalk him. he’s single. and cute. hahaha )

5 perkara pertama yang terjadi dalam hidup anda~

1. First time - Lost someone special  (my arwah abah)

i’m still sad. i’m sad that he’s gone before i finished my study. i’m sad that he’s gone when he was full of life. when his body failed on him, he kept telling my mum that he thinks he can get better. he knows he can and when he can’t, he just murmured ‘ i thought that i could ‘ . i firmly believe he’s satisfied with what he has and has no regrets; a great wife, four beautiful daughters, a respectful son and son in law, a place to call home and a nice quiet life. i cried hardly that day, and had a bad fever for almost a week. i miss him a lot~

2. First time - Been stalked (by a girl)

why do i got a girl stalker? Not fun laa! hahaha. lemme see, apa yang saya dah buat untuk menunjukkan how i despise her:

• i told her that i’m busy
• i told her that i’m tired and i don’t want any gangguan
• i deliberately made her angry
• off handphone
• i’ll kill any of my friends if they give her my home phone number

you see? you see how much hatred i got for her. i hate razak mohaideen, and i hate her. but saya lebih rela tengok any of razak’s damn irritating movies dari talk to her for even just 2 seconds!

3. First time - Been stalked (by a guy)

ohh.. wait. he’s not a stalker. he just stares a lot. okay. to be specific, someone who stares at me a lot but not because he likes me or wanted me so much that it pains him not to get me, but because those feeling that i mentioned is for my bestfriend.

please laa.. if she doesn’t want you, even with your hard work of staring at her all day long, staring at me does not help. bestfriends are not miracle workers. they can’t make others fall in love. stop staring at me stupid. and stop being stupid, stupid.

4. First time - Experiencing working hours

i can never imagine myself doing a 9-5 job. i’m a person who gets bored easily. in life, i like constance. but in environment, i like it to be ephemeral. but here i am, 4 years, my very first interview, same job until now - err.. with different level of position of course, same employer with 9-6 job (okay. saya tipu. make it 9-8 or 10-9). i do consider myself as a workaholic. huhuhu. but sometimes, when i’m having this lazy syndrome where i am feeling the least bit of desire to go to work, i always put in mind ‘working outside is the only way to ensure the existence of my social capacity’. if i am to stay at home i am positive that six months from now i will lose all interest in other human beings. you think i enjoy going out everyday? i did that so i won’t turn into an anti-social. i’m a homely type kind of girl. *angel.angel*

5. First time - Crying while reading a novel

yes. i cried. i did cried. huhuhu. damn that novel. i don’t like crying because of a novel. i felt stupid. it was written by azizi abdullah, title ‘Ayahanda’ (hey, why this novel not included in my library : books page? ohh. i borrowed it from someone else. ahh.. no wonder). but come to think of it, it was okay to cry over azizi abdullah’s book, if i cried reading liana afiera malik’s novel, then i would consider myself as stupid. or maybe err.. buang tebiat. atau cacat. huhuhu~

yay! 

Finally : *me love to tag other people hoyeah~ *

1. acai. i know you’re busy. spare some time can huh?
2. fairuz. you’re so cute. let me tag you. let me tag you. let me tag you. hahaha~
3. hamakakun. hey, i’m spreading some luck here dear. you don’t have any idea to write an entry? me, come to the rescue. cool eh?
4. noktahhitam. *me, tepuk-tepuk bahu eddie, jangan marah ye* hihihi~
5. so’od. eventhough saya tak menang lucky draw (ciss.. hamka. cisss.. ) i still want to tag you.

hey.. me, tagging all the guys. ( hamka : please tag t.a.t.a ye. harus! )